yoyo...back to blogging again...really nothing to do...SUPER BORED & SUPER HUNGRY now...wan to help mop floor at home but super lazy to mop...hahaha...feel like cooking maggie mee to eat but super lazy to cook want to find potatoes chips to bite on but can't find any sia...sian lei...just sitting infront of computer watching drama which i've have watch finish before one...hahaha...too bored already.

Went back school yesterday afternoon for re-exam again another waste of time, waste of money, waste of effort...hope at least can manage to pass sia...HOPEFULLY...after exam from Bukit Batok walk to Shuqun Secondary School there de bus-stop to take bus home around 15mins walk...during the 15mins walk was very quiet and relax...the feeling quite shiok la but along the walk mind started thinking of somethings why am i still in NPCC cos the day before was taking train back to Jurong with ZhiGuang & JiaWei and we were talking about NPCC stuff then ZhiGuang mention tat "Why are we still in NPCC is because we still haven find a goal tat we wan to accomplish in NPCC tat's why we're still committing in it" and at that point of time i didn't really go think of it but yesterday during the short 15mins of walk i somehow ponder of tat sentence and i realised tat there's alot alot of things i didn't get the chance to do or didn't do my best in NPCC yet from Unit Training to Unit Trainings, from Parade to Parades, from Camp to Camps, from Course to Courses, from Duty to Duties, from Competition to Competitions, from alot others more...so the question comes back again "What's the goal i finding and want-ing to accomplish" and i answer myself back "I do not know what i'm finding and want-ing to accomplish"...other than this question there were some other questions that i also ask myself about it duing the duration when i'm on the bus and walking home and i realise all my 19 years of life soon to be 20 years i didn't really did something is just smoking through life and passing through the process...sounds so failure right but that's wat i have somehow ponder of during the whole trip from school to home.









"You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings."