Friday, February 19, 2010

Disappointment Is The Word

Dream most likely to be tarnish for me, went for Selection Assessment & "Interview"...did all the theory test written and fill up all sort of forms then after lunch fill in more forms after tat kena call out and bring to one door and the Staff tells me "That's all for the day, you can go home now, we will contact you via sms/email within 1 or 2 weeks time to come back for interview" (while alot more are still sitting in the room waiting for their next instructions)...this move is quite obvious that i'm already kena rejected already lor...wait for them to contact meaning it will never contact or the percentage is lower than 25% la....haizzzzzzz.

I've never felt so sad before, my tears almost drop out when i was walking out of Old PA...the feeling is super painful inside sia...now i think i roughly know how couples feel when they experience break-up...i think the feeling is almost the same lor...was super emo during the journey back home and have totally no mood to do anything else even going back unit today also dun have the kick to go...haizzzzzzzz

Disappointment one after another, another after another...keep coming and coming...when a person is at his/her most unlucky time is really unlucky...anyway i have never been lucky before la so more and more disappointment coming..."lang suay, tio si suay"...received so many disappointing things recently...haizzzz...MORE DISAPPOINTMENT TO COME.



我真的很想在我进兵之前跟你说一声
可是我提不起勇气说出口
只怕说了出口朋友都没得做
不值得这样就失去一个友谊
我应该这么做呢???




"Thus nature has no love for solitude, and always leans, as it were, on some support; and the sweetest support is found in the most intimate friendship."

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