yoyo...back to blogging, days left getting lesser and lesser, on one side i'm happy on other side i'm somehow sad cos of some reason...hahaha...nevermind...cos the sad part wun never turn happy de...so is ok...today post will be a really good post will be a demoralizing post for myself so if u dun wan to read, better close the window now and dun carry on reading :)

I've tried applying for SPF as a JO liao but i have super negative feeling about it tat i will manage to successfully get it as my enlistment date is nearing and i've been alway so unlucky so chances is super super low la...if can't manage to get in then LL suck thumb lor cause i'm alway ready to face it as have the mental prepare of being failure for so many times liao...hahahahaha...shall see if my luck have change anot but most likely is not changed yet la but still wish tat i will manage to get it la :)

Life is really about making myself busy and wore off then wun be thinking of things that u do not want to think and is also about wearing a happy face mask even when i'm not happy and feeling down as not to make people around me know that i'm feeling down and unhappy. Only will shows the true self infront of people you really trust and believe in, if not is still wearing a happy face mask :)



Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back,
don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours
Tat's wat i'm feeling





"I find friendship to be like wine, raw when new, ripened with age, the true old man's milk and restorative cordial."