Recently, lots of ups and downs but my life is more to the down side...haizzz...everything happen recently to me is like going the other way round of wat i wan it to become, the more i hope tat the things will go my way, the more the things will go haywire...haizzz.
As i recall and recap back how my unlucky-ness starts, it should starts during 2006 ba, to be exact and correct, i've been unlucky even since i leave JVS which is year 2006 and it starts off during a trip to Mount Ophir, when about to hike to the peak of the mountain, there was a heavy pour till the ranger says is too dangerous to go up the peak so no choice have to head back down then at night out of 4 tents only my tent is flooded by rainwater until i had to sleep in a big pool of water so no choice just suck it up la. Then after hiking down from Mount Ophir was waiting for 'N' levels results and recieve the news was tat i failed my 'N' levels by just 1 extra point...which is 11points, so again suck it up la.
Next 2007, applied for ITE then manage to get into a course but in the end found out tat my eyes dun allow me in for the course so have to reject it then appeal for another course then kena rejected back so in the end no where to go ended up doing nothing for freaking few months which nearly cause me to a depression but luckily didn't then was about to apply for SHATEC for April intake then suay suay clash with J07 CIBTC so i delay my application for SHATEC then go through CIBTC first, next up during CIBTC almost kena OOC due to no school for me at tat moment but luckily was given somemore time to sort out my school issue and luckily in time my application for SHATEC July came so manage to both secure my place in CIBTC and SHATEC, at tat point of time i thought my luck has changed which i think it did change for the better.
Then after SHATEC which is the third quarter of 2009 my luck starts to change back again, first was my NS letter didn't had any news at all then after tat tried applying for SPF before enlisting but kena rejected so LL sux thumb go into tekong, then after tat got my vocation thinking tat it will be good to be a RP but in the end is like during BMT time offended the PC and SGTs then give me punishment to do guard duty till i ORD, then tried applying SPF for the second time, again failed and kena send home so now only have a choice which is LL sux thumb serve finish my 2 years in SAF liao...haizzz.
Then recently, again my suay-ness happened which happen just few days back during my weekends, friday finish my duty and manage to get my leave for NPCC Award and Promotion Ceremony then was happily going for the ceremony then phone started ringing and ringing which is call back from the lao jiaos in camp asking me to cover duties here and there so no choice i only can agree to it then during the ceremony phone ring and ring again, again from camp asking the same thing which makes me really super piss off and moodless for the ceremony dinner, no choice only can force myself to enjoy the ceremony but then actual fact I'M NOT...after the ceremony went back to camp to cover duties here and there so didn't manage to sleep then after the first went on to the second then suay suay i cover tis duty for lao jiao is a totally wrong decision sia...kena turn out and kena tekan, tekan and tekan...damn freaking suay...friends outside enjoying weekend, i "enjoying" myself in camp...damn suay. After tis painful incident, i have learn a lesson which is dun pick up any call from camp when u're already out of camp...nothing good is going to happen. Then when doing duty on sunday morning, out of 3 shift only my shift rain heavily and is super heavy till my boots inside all soak...then just nice after i stand down from my duty, the weather change back to normal...WTF RIGHT!!! haizzz...really is dunno wat happen to my life la...GOD DAMN IT.
Next up will be relationship with friends, starting to feel tat my relationships with friends around me is like getting more and more stranger...haizzzzz...really hope tat tis is just tat i'm thinking too much...haizzzzzz.
WTF HAS HAPPEN TO MY LIFE
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