I back to update my bloggy...haha :)

It was a bad day for Air Force GOH for the past 2 trainings, one at SAFTI MI training for SAF Day and another was Floating Platform training for NDP, we failed badly as a whole contingent, we couldn't even do our basic drills properly, be it marching, be it mark time...it was such a screw up.

After yesterday's rehearsal, our chief trainer had a short debrief with us, I have never seen my Chief Trainer so dissappointed and sad before, we understand he has put in many effort in teaching us yet we were too complacent and over-confident with ourselves and we failed him badly, our mark time quite a total screw up, our marching was a total screw up, timing wise lagi worse...haizzzzzz, he compare us with SPF contingent and truely wat he said was true, we are totally lack of discipline, and i myself feel tat we are the least discipline among the 4 GOH contingent, we can't even behave ourselves infront of the public, still need say doing drills, Air Force GOH really need to do some soul searching, if not we gonna fail in SAF Day and NDP...haizzz.

Hope everyone will think through wat Warrant Seah had said, and find back our true self during tml's training :)

Sometimes, i ask myself this one question, is it worth it for me joining the GOH contingent, undergoing so many trainings under the hot sun, kena drill and drill for hours just for that short 20mins - 30mins for just 9th August, and everytime training is from sunrise to sunset, and many of times need to go home alone on bus emo-ing, wanna find company to go eat also difficult cos late night liao...haizzzzzzz.

5 Days More To SAF DAY 11
44 Days More To NDP 11

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