Ever since i started studying in SHATEC since last year July, i feel that i have no meaning in life man...is like out of 7 days in a week 6 days my life is just rotating around 2 places, HOME and SCHOOL...is like no meaning in life man. My life one and only extra activity is just going NPCC, that's all FULL STOP, meaning just rotating around 2 places(HOME and SCHOOL) plus 1 additional(NPCC)...i left with Sunday which is a day when i can rest and stop from the rotation for awhile lor...i dun mind going for the one and only additional activity(NPCC) that i have in my life now for long period cause i really enjoying going for that one and only attentional activity(NPCC) of my life. This kind of life to me is like super duper no life lor and when seeing people around me which are mine friends and family(relatives) doing things they really enjoy doing and no obstruction is stopping them from doing it...i REALLY REALLY envious them man.
I sometimes do ask myself "Am I really enjoying the life I am having right now or Am I happy with what my life is happening right now"...i really want to do the things i enjoying doing and dun wan any obstruction stopping me but life is just this bad for me, i won't be able to have that to happen...haizzzzzzz.
"Jealousy is both reasonable and belongs to reasonable men, while envy is base and belongs to the base, for the one makes himself get good things by jealousy, while the other does not allow his neighbour to have them through envy."
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