Just now, when on the way back from work...i was listening to my handphone's MP3 and was playing only english songs that are in my handphone and those songs in my phone were like all those listen liao will change the mood to EMO mood de...then was listening and listening suddenly my mood change to EMO mood sia, then my mind starts going back to the past(Secondary School life, NPCC life, friends that have walk into my life and etc...) and pictures of what happen back in the past starts flashing past one by one and i have a feeling that my heart turn bitter as in feeling like crying but the tears just too stubborn to come out(Lucky for me la...hahaha)...the mood and feeling wasn't right for me sia...then suddenly felt very very very lonely sia, as in no friends to talk with and etc... but still i told myself i already got use to these kind of life for like 17 years cum this year will be 18 liao so be it lor.

I self-reflected on myself just now during my shower time, i felt that no matter what happen to me in life, i will tend to leave a smile or happy mood in-front of my friends and dun wan to be sad or be EMO in-front of them cos i dun wish to affect their mood due to a STUPID me...i just wan them to be happy everyday that's all...my saddness just leave it to me myself to handle, that's all FULL-STOP.

（把快乐带给朋友，把悲伤留给自己）
(Bring Happiness to friends, keep sorrow to myself)






Laugh and the world laughs with you, Weep, and you weep alone

"Man could not live if he were entirely impervious to sadness. Many sorrows can be endured only by being embraced, and the pleasure taken in them naturally has a somewhat melancholy character."